Wednesday, May 31, 2023
Wednesday, May 24, 2023
Friday, May 19, 2023
Sunday, May 14, 2023
Gratitude: Mother's Day Goodness
The Raincoat
When the doctor suggested surgery
and a brace for all my youngest years,
my parents scrambled to take me
to massage therapy, deep tissue work,
osteopathy, and soon my crooked spine
unspooled a bit, I could breathe again,
and move more in a body unclouded
by pain. My mom would tell me to sing
songs to her the whole forty-five minute
drive to Middle Two Rock Road and forty-
five minutes back from physical therapy.
She’d say, even my voice sounded unfettered
by my spine afterward. So I sang and sang,
because I thought she liked it. I never
asked her what she gave up to drive me,
or how her day was before this chore. Today,
at her age, I was driving myself home from yet
another spine appointment, singing along
to some maudlin but solid song on the radio,
and I saw a mom take her raincoat off
and give it to her young daughter when
a storm took over the afternoon. My god,
I thought, my whole life I’ve been under her
raincoat thinking it was somehow a marvel
that I never got wet.
Thursday, May 4, 2023
Gratitude: May, 4, 2023
1. Ledge
No use telling
the dead what
you’ve learned since
they’ve learnt it too—
how to go on
without you, the mercy
of morning, or moving,
the light that persists
even if.
✶
Beauty is as beauty
does, my mother says,
who is beautiful & speaks
loud so she can be understood
unlike poets who can’t
talk to save their lives
so they write.
✶
It’s like a language,
loss—
can be
learned only
by living—there—
✶
What anchors us
to this thirst
& earth, its threats
& thinnesses—
its ways of waning
& making the most of—
of worse & much
worse—if not
this light lifting
up over the ridge
Kevin Young
2. My #2 son lifts me :)
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