Fig Cartography
How to begin this? There’s a dead wasp
in the depths of every fig you’ve ever eaten.
These days, I’m trying not to take everything
as metaphor, but still. It’s the audacity I find
hard to bear. My friend considers every fig
an erotic revelation—sends me photographs
of splayed red flesh and through her eyes
I am there. Something already drenched
and begging for ravage. This is what desire does.
It makes an obscenity of the earth. And I think
I can never tell her, never risk the ruin. Who
am I to lodge a seed of venom and exoskeleton?
And then I think: she knows, of course
she already knows. It is so easy to love something
with a secret wasp heart. I don’t know why
we love like this, except to say: you felt it too,
didn’t you? First you shirk and then you lean
closer, longing for sweetness, but better than that,
longing for the crunch of legs between your teeth.
Jane Flett
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Japanese sweet potatoes
Karaage drums